It didn’t work.
As clear as ClearBlue electronic display says.
E is crying. I feel numb.
Despite my last entry, day 4 to today has been difficult.
We sniped at each other and then it boiled over as it often does.
We expected this.
Well, the expectation is it won’t work.
E has had a terrible time with the Progesterone – nausea, headaches, feeling low.
We are away for a break next weekend in St Ives. Much needed.
Next will be self financed IVF. If that fails, we briefly thought of the options: egg donor, surrogacy, adoption…
Need to call the clinic eventually, to say it didn’t work.